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14 Weeks

2010-02-24T17:00:00.002+04:00

Last Tuesday I went for my pregnancy follow up. The most important thing to me was to hear my baby’s heart beat. At the beginning the nurse couldn’t find it then I started to panic. Then the doctor came to me at looked at my face asking me what’s wrong. I was scared and finally there was the beat. At the moment I start to smile and cry at the same time :S (confusing I know). Today I am 14 weeks and 3 days.
On 12th march is our anniversary but unfortunately its my husband cousin wedding and we have to attend it. We will make up it the next day. However, I will be dressed and he will be too. We can imagine it’s our party :D. This is how I try to enjoy that wedding.

I don’t know what to buy for my husband. Everything seems not good enough! I hope I figure this out early.

Family gathering!

2010-02-14T09:09:00.003+04:00

It’s Sunday and we are back to work today after a nice weird weekend! I enjoyed it. At least it’s not boring and I had lots of things to do. Busy weekend! We are re-decorating my mom’s living room. I chose the main sofa set, coffee table and the design! I loved doing that. The last two weekends I was going around furniture stores, taking pictures and discuss them with my dad and sister. We are almost done. The curtain is left and some small touches like the wall art work, and some clock (which is a must for my dad).
On Friday there was family gathering in my dad’s house and in my mother in law house, so I had to go to my in laws first and at the evening I went to my parents’ house. It was nice and we enjoyed it a lot!
Saturday was an easy day, I loved it. We went for a walk with my mother and sisters. We had a snack there and my mother was walking after her knee replacement operation. She loved it. It was the first time she leave house after the operation. Allah ya7fa’6ha my mom. Then I went back home my little home, getting ready for today and a new week of hard work.

Marital status change

2010-02-08T15:55:00.002+04:00

I did not update for more that a year! WoW to be honest I gave up on blogging but as usual I came back and start writing! What has change during the last year:

I am a wife now! Yes I get married on March 2009. Now you all know where I have been.
Still working at my previous job. Thanks god. My family is tired of me changing jobs. However after more than 2 years in this job I want to move on and change my job for many different reasons.
I am pregnant!! I can’t believe that I just wrote that. Still three months next week and hopefully everything goes well with the baby and me.
I live with my husband alone in apartment. Therefore, I am a working housewife :D. its double responsibilities. And let’s all not forget the little one on the way!
I lost weight last year with all the new life, new responsibilities. I hope I can keep this weight while I am pregnant or keep losing the fat without harming the baby.

I wanted to write my blog because I need to describe my ideas, thoughts, and fears of this new life that I am going through with all its ups and downs.
You will hear from me soon.

With all my luv

Summer

2008-08-05T22:48:00.001+04:00

I just arrived home after 1 week in KSA. Details will be in my next post.
miss you all

:: The Happiest Woman in The World ::

2008-04-21T04:57:00.004+04:00

. Hi everyone, sorry for not updating for this long! I know i don't have any good excuse except that i got really busy with work, personal, social life!! I guess you will understand me cuz everyone is complaining about no enough time to do all what we have to do. And to be frank I did not know what to write. I wanted to write something good other than the daily stuff I usually wrote.

During the past time I found myself time to read a great book " أسعد إمرأة في العالم" by a great writer "Aa'edh Al Qarni" " عائض القرني". His way of presenting the ideas makes it very close to the heart not like other who give us harsh instructions and you have to follow. He tries to persuade you in very nice polite way. I love his lectures and TV shows. This is the second book that I read for him beside the great famous book "لا تحزن".

I believe these 2 books should in anyone bookshelf for the blue days. When you feel sad and depressed with every things just pick it up and start reading and I assure you will feel much better. It helps a lot to understand and relieve any pain you feel or difficulties you face in your life and lets be honest here who is not been in such situation. This is life and the better way to live is to tone with life and harmonize with it ups and downs

I picked the following from "أسعد إمرأة في العالم" for you:

ومضة: أليس الصبح بقريب

أنت الرابحة على كل حال

قل للذي بصروف الدهر عيرنا هل عاند الدهر إلا من له خطر؟!عليك بالاحتساب فإن وقع عليك هم أو غم أو حزن فاعلمي أنه كفارة للذنوب، و إن فقدت أحد أبنائك فاعلمي أنه شافعٌ عند الواحد الأحد ، و إن أصابتك عاهةٌ أو مرضٌ في الجسم فاعلمي أنه بأجره عند الله ، و أنه محفوظ لك عند الواحد الأحد ، الجوع بأجره، و المرض بثوابه، و الفقر بجزائه عند الله عز وجل ، فلن يضيع عند الواحد الأحد شي ، والله عز و جل يحفظ هذا ، كما يحفظ الوديعة بصاحبها ، حتى يؤديها في الآخرة.

P.S.: A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again.

Communication

2008-03-26T21:58:00.003+04:00

I attended a great course about leadership communication and I am crazy about this type of subjects. I get so excited about it that when I came back home I can't stop talking about it and told everyone around me about what all the new things that I learn. Analyzing people actions and behavior is a main part of my personality. When you see me looking at you saying nothing be sure that I am trying to understand you and the reasons of what you are saying.

I believe that I should took psychology as my major however, I am so practical on the other side of my personality and I know if I took it as a searious subject I will hate it :S … wanna get an idea:

Extrovert: someone who probably has a messy desk; who leaves projects 75% completed then gets distracted by new, 'more exciting' projects; someone who communicates their ideas with enthusiasm and charm; makes instant decisions; hates 'paperwork' and the 'dull routines' of life, such as filling in order forms, checking bank statements, etc.; is usually 'fashionably late' to meetings, events and parties (and they love entertaining clients!); always has interesting screen savers.

Amiable: someone who is the 'peacemaker' in the office; is always striving for a 'win-win' in everything in life; someone who probably isn't terribly ambitious and striving, but is very happy to support and encourage others who are; someone who cannot say "No" very easily and so are probably on every committee going (whether they actually want to be or not); is more likely to make a decision on the spot if only to stop you 'hassling' them, otherwise will take weeks to make a decision (if at all, as they prefer others to make the decision for them); like to know what others are doing (in case they themselves are doing something inappropriate or foolish).

Analytical: 'GadgetMan' - has multiple PDAs in case one fails; has several computers for the same reason; adores punctuality; when they tell you they recently bought something they won't round the number up but will tell you to the exact dollar and cent how much they paid; loves playing with spreadsheets, charts and projections; will never make a decision on the spot; will buy a car based on fuel economy, servicing costs, resell value, depreciation and other factors, never 'because it's a lovely shade of blue'.

Pragmatic: a 'take charge' person; their view is the way things will probably get done; they listen to others' points of view out of courtesy or intellectual curiousity, but will still do things 'my way' ; doesn't take business rejection personally; not interested in how 'exciting' a project might be, only interested in how much money it will cost/make and how soon it can be implemented/built; very often the Pragmatic likes the colour ' Red '; doesn't have any photos of family or friends on their desk (too unprofessional); has a neat, organised desk.

Home Sweet Home

2008-03-24T21:12:00.004+04:00

I arrived home last night around 1 am and today I had to go to work and in the first seconds i remembered that i have 2 days course :S. I knew my boss will get pissed off me. Its almost the end of the month and U can imagine how tasks must be done before end of each month for HR department. therefore, i recived a phone call from my manager requesting me to come back to the office to finish urgents tasks and continue the course tomorrow.

enough talking about work. Lets talk about my trip to KSA. :D i enjoyed it alot being with my sisters, brothers, nephews, nieces, and of course my sweet <3>

I took zillions of pictures and my nieces took my camera and mobile taking pix of almost everything. so i have a huge amount of pix that i had to upload them into my pc.

Trip >> KSA

2008-03-19T07:24:00.004+04:00

hello and good morning every one.. today I will leave home to KSA for three days. I know I will not have the time later to update. So I decided to do it early morning to make sure I don't forget as I am forgetting so manythings these days. I guess I am getting old ... old ,, who said old ... :S

yalla jma3t el 5air .. wish you a great lond relaxing weekend and see you all next weeek.

نستودكم الله الله الذي لا تضيع وداعته

و السموحة

I believe I Can Fly

2008-03-17T09:28:00.004+04:00

I Am Free ..

I Am Free ..

I Am Free ..

I Am Free ..

el7mdellaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ...

7tta el elhawa '3air .. I can Breaaaaaaaaaaaaath ..

I am finally back .. sorry guyz ....

الإستخارة

2008-03-03T13:51:00.002+04:00

when any one want to pray el2ste5arh, how you know the answer to your prayer? I always wonder how I will know.

pray for me, Allah guide me in my life.

P.S: I am so Confused and Lost

Work Work Woooorrrrk

2008-03-03T09:24:00.002+04:00

Work has a big part of my life. I always wish to do something useful and be proud of what I do. U will never believe me if I said that in the last year I worked for three different organizations :S. I should not be proud of it and it looks ugly in my CV and for my work history and personal life as well. My dad and bro thought I was spoiled and I couldn't handle work obligations. However, when I resigned from work and start working outside my city they changed their minds and believed me when I say I can't stay idle at work just chatting with friends and waste my time. So I started work in DxB and I enjoyed it a lot. I met lovely people their and really working in DxB helped and I gain a very good experience. Dealing with multy national company. being in such organization and being in HR made more in contact with the employees. I met the polite, professional, serious, funny people and I also met the rude, angry, mad, scary people as well.

This month I finished my probation period and I am so glad to be in this office. El7mdellah I am satisfied and as my dad said plz settle for a while in this organization. I do what I want to do and I am learning a lot. The feedback for my probation was encouraging from our director however; he said one sentence I was really shocked to hear "I hope you will stay with us". Why he said that?! Did he have any idea of my history?!! I was telling myself the whole day "Guuuuurl 5ala9, no more changing job for at least 2 years :D. bs PLZ note that I changed my job for really a good reason and I took advices from the ppl around me. Just to be clear and not to think I am silly gurl who can't handle job. I am very hard working person and I actually enjoy being busy and challenged. It is not a quote that I used in the interviews it's really the true FACT.

Wish you a very good and productive career.......

Lost

2008-02-25T01:23:00.003+04:00

Hello,, hope you don't miss wayed .. Just miss me shwai :S ... I didn't post for quite a while I know. I didn't want to just post anything and I was busy. Now when I want to really know I was busy with what exactly I can't remember!! Weird haa!! Any way .. Sometimes you feel you are busy. This life every thing is moving so fast and you feel like running all the time to catch up and to finish tasks. Hard I know but if we didn't keep going we will be behind and no no nooooooo ,, no one wants to be behind.

من تردد ساعة العازه بطا
مايلاقي حزة الشده سنيد
دايم الدنيا ترى أخذ وعط
امن يفيد اليوم باكر يستفيد
الرفيق الصح سترك والغطا
ودرعك وسيفك على الخصم الضديد
لو على جمر الغضا لأجلك وطا
زعلتك حزنه وفرحك يوم عيد

thoughts

2008-02-18T09:36:00.002+04:00

Its Monday and I don’t know why I consider this day middle of the week even its now considered just the second day! Yesterday I was so tired because I did not sleep the night before. I was awake from 1 am at night and I went to work and finished at 5 pm. Imagine me driving back home I was really sleepy! Once I arrived to my room I through myself on bed and crashed there. I had a good sleep el7mdellah but my sleeping schedule is ruin now. I have to stay awake today and try not sleep until after 9 pm.

Did anyone face a situation where you think you know someone and one day after a very long time together you discover that he is someone else, someone you don't know, someone you wish you never met! Sub7an Allah. Life is strange. The more you live, the more you see and most important learn. I hope I don't go thrugh this experience I just want to know people around just they way they are today. Because I love them just the way they are.

Few days ago, I spent a whole day with my nieces. They are so cute and I adore them. I like how they make me feel so special. They always tell me. Aunt, I want my hair to be just like yours and always complement me. They put me as their role model. It’s a responsibility because you want to be a good role model for them so they grow into good girls. However there is one special girl to my heart. When she looks at me I really want to take her in my arm and hug her forever. Her eyes can say thousand words by just one look at me. I love her and I love that look. She come close to me and set without saying anything and just smile. I smile back to her and keep looking at her. Allah bless her and her parents and I hope when I have a girl, I want her to just like this cute adorable girl.

P.S. "I Love you all, nephews and nieces"

Life

2008-02-11T21:37:00.000+04:00

The past few days were so hard for me! I just faces the hard real world and a fact that I was not aware of. El7emdellah is the only word I can say. Sometimes I just feel so tried of everything. I just want to disapear and let the pain go away.

مالك رجى ياقلبي فيهم ولالي

حيله على نسيانهم لو تناسيت

راحوا وأنا عايش وحيد(ن) لحالي

تايه ولا لحظه بعدهم تهنيت

هذا جزا من كان يسهر ليالي

ياما عليهم في دجى الليل ونيت

لجل الوفا أشقيت فكري وبالي

كلـ(ن) نسى الماضي وانا أقول ياليت

راح الزمان الي نعيمه صفالي

مثل السراب الي من أجله تعنيت

صار الشقا والهم فوق احتمالي

عقب اتصافي بالتجافي تجازيت

ماباقي إلا ذكرهم في خيالي

ذكرى تجيني كل مصبحت ومسيت

ياقلب لا تبكي على ضيم حالي

انسى ترا مالك رجا وإن ترجيت

Sleepless

2008-02-07T04:10:00.000+04:00

I wrote this blog last night --->>

Its 4:11 am and I can't sleep, I spent my whole night watching "Grey's Anatomy" catching up with all the episodes I didn't see in season 2. I believe it's the best season for this show yet. I can't wait to finish it. I feel sick today and was not myself at work yesterday. Sometimes at the office when ppl start a conversation with me I just want to say please leave me alone. I can't talk and I can't think and I don't have the energy to react with them. It's really bad to feel like this but sometimes I really can't however, I force myself to be polite enough to do what I have to do.

Since this cold season started the first thing I do when I get in to my car in the morning I check the temperature and take a photo of it. I did when it rained in the middle of Jan for few days but I have so many pics for the temp. interesting haa!! when I take this photo I laugh at myself but iam still doing it I don't know ,, I just want to see what was the lowest degree of the weather. The lowest day was last morning it was 8 degree and the sun was there!!! Sub7aan Allah the weather is really changes here.

I can't believe that I did not go to desert trip this winter. Everyone is busy in the family but I am not sure why they are so busy?!! Everyone says we need to go to a trip together and no one moves. Before I was arranging the trips do the communication make sure who is going and where to go and what we need for the trip. NOW I don't want to play this part. It's very hard :)...
Hopefully we can catch the winter and enjoy it in the great quit desert with the cold night and the sky will be full of starts and just set there and watch the starts chatting till you went to deep sleep!!
I think I need to go to bed. I guess I will have a very busy day tomorrow. I need to do so many things work wise and personal. Wish you a great weekend! Enjoy it and have fun.

P.S. It's nice to stay late not thinking!!!

Cold.. Brrrrrd

2008-02-03T22:45:00.000+04:00

Good Morning, I am at work now. I shouldn't blogging at work but I couldn't resist this nice weather and how bored i am feeling right now and all the ideas in my head pushing me to write :S.

what a nice weather haa .. It's wired to us to face this weather. We are not used to these cold, windy days. I saw and felt the real cold weather in the desert but not her in AD. But I like it to a change. We can dress in really winter clothes. Jackets, sweater, long boots and shoal hmmmm interesting. The temperature was 14 WooooW. Its really cold guys, I just feel like being in my bed under my warm colorful brnoo9, drinking hot tea with milk, reading or browsing the net. I am so sleepy today I want to sleep for a whole day and I won't miss it at all. Any one wants to join me.

Good luck all and enjoy the nice weather.

I got to rush to my course, bbye

Obsession

2008-02-01T14:47:00.000+04:00

How a person can be obsessed with something so quickly. Since I started this blog and i can't think of something else other than what to write how to improve it and lets make this change here and there. however, thinking so much stopped me from writing anything for 2 days. i don't like to ditch my blog and all. I want to be an active blogger who publish regularly.

February started today, this means that I have 1 more month and I finish my probation period. i not so worried about the result of my three months time. I am worried about the report that I have to submit at the end of my first three months. imagine I have to write what I have learned and what achievements and contributions I did for my job. I CAN NOT REMEMBER. This is my problem I should write every single thing I did in a list so I won't forget. Let's hope that I remember when the time of the report come and start writing at least from now.

I started oracle course in our company, I luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv this course a lot. It brings all the university memories back to me. I guess I did not mention that I am IT graduate not working in IT. This makes me a very lucky person. I like IT but I believe I can't work in IT for the rest of my life. Having IT background helps my career a lot. I can use my skills to improve work performance.

Now back to the oracle course, I kinda like the instructor. He is very intelligent mashallah 3laih. And we are learning a lot. Taking this course will improve my career since i will take more resposibilities. Handling huge amount of data. The course is extended for another week which is more than great. There is one reason why I like this course; it's a get away from the empty office that I work in.

Lessons

2008-01-29T14:13:00.000+04:00

Life, reality, community, all these words was not part of my mind since the last few years. I was seriously I very outgoing person with a whole butterflies, pink and white flowers and the very dark green grass imagination of our life.

However, when u becomes an adult you will face and watch how is our real world. With years I went through some good and really bad experience but I learned that after any experience whether it was good or bad I have to learn and get a lesson out of them.

Getting wiser, hopefully and not so wise because I really want to enjoy my life and getting in troubles. This is how crazy I am. So let's go through our life experience and share all of the life lessons together.

here are some photos i took during the rainy days in AD

Begginning

2008-01-27T14:41:00.000+04:00

hellow,, every one ,, i am new and old to the blog world. let me explain i am new as a blogger but i am very old as a reader in the blogger world. i hope i can make it throug this world and be able to share good ideas and experiences of my life with others.

i wish i won't be boring or useless.