Sleepless

I wrote this blog last night --->>

Its 4:11 am and I can't sleep, I spent my whole night watching "Grey's Anatomy" catching up with all the episodes I didn't see in season 2. I believe it's the best season for this show yet. I can't wait to finish it. I feel sick today and was not myself at work yesterday. Sometimes at the office when ppl start a conversation with me I just want to say please leave me alone. I can't talk and I can't think and I don't have the energy to react with them. It's really bad to feel like this but sometimes I really can't however, I force myself to be polite enough to do what I have to do.

Since this cold season started the first thing I do when I get in to my car in the morning I check the temperature and take a photo of it. I did when it rained in the middle of Jan for few days but I have so many pics for the temp. interesting haa!! when I take this photo I laugh at myself but iam still doing it I don't know ,, I just want to see what was the lowest degree of the weather. The lowest day was last morning it was 8 degree and the sun was there!!! Sub7aan Allah the weather is really changes here.

I can't believe that I did not go to desert trip this winter. Everyone is busy in the family but I am not sure why they are so busy?!! Everyone says we need to go to a trip together and no one moves. Before I was arranging the trips do the communication make sure who is going and where to go and what we need for the trip. NOW I don't want to play this part. It's very hard :)...
Hopefully we can catch the winter and enjoy it in the great quit desert with the cold night and the sky will be full of starts and just set there and watch the starts chatting till you went to deep sleep!!
I think I need to go to bed. I guess I will have a very busy day tomorrow. I need to do so many things work wise and personal. Wish you a great weekend! Enjoy it and have fun.

P.S. It's nice to stay late not thinking!!!